DEATH of a POOR HAJI

Besmehi Taala
Salam
Just wanted to announce that HAJI is DEAD!
Someone very close to me, in an effort to limit my FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION, criticized me about writing about DEATH all the time. It took me a long time to respond to the request to stop writing about this subject, and I finally figured out I will be DEAD without enjoying my NATURAL GOD GIVEN RIGHT to EXPRESS MYSELF FREELY. Now that I have convinced myself to obey the order of not talking about DEATH, I officially announce that I AM DEAD or more precisely POOR HAJI is DEAD!

of course for now!

I also did write this post to check if we can still post our views in the blog. This is because I heard from some of our hamrahs that it is not possible to do so!

baharnarenj excites

in this days i am fullof excitemennt because tommmoro go to mashhad when i come back enshaALALLAH writing more and more i see other webloge,i be gheyrati we weblog very khalvat i try (with help of God )shologhesh konam of course with good and nice maters.

leila unlearns

there are more memories of a journey had we together... i enjoyed of beuties nature in that place.green trees and high mountain lived incomparble nature shomal for me...the thing was more than of all ffuunn for me in jajrod friandly between friends.i hope than can learn and un-learning of hamrahan and i could knowing my self better.

Amusements in our life like as vanilla, if become more
than needed; our life's Cake became destroyed.

Somayyeh

منزه است آفریدگار روشنی

Salaam
These days are so beautiful because we had a good meeting and all the faces is in our mind…
Suzi ! I need your braveness to speak about my new world that I’m walking on , …
The wide , attractive and beautiful world .
these days I think about SHENAKHT many many times .
I make the rope of friendship with ابوسعید ابوالخیر for first time, and next I find the world of بایزید and then I know ابوالحسن خرقانی
at night I had so beautiful experience with these three seas« Bayazid , Aboosaeed, Kharaghani ».
may be because the nights are full of silent and mystery…and…
Yes , Suzi I need your brave to say I choose nights because the nights are too dark .may be you get surprise the concept of dark nights for our world have been changed!
Our children are afraid of darkness of the night! And we forgot the pure of nights …
In فیه مافیه you read a nice point about darkness of night …
Molavi said: every things at night become hidden except Ria! You know, Ria get obvious at night!…

This point shows only a little about deepness of nights . I find my self so closer to deep point of life and I smell یاسمین طلب at nights …
Somayyeh ! you know in moonlight all the things get changed…you can hear all of voices better. you can hear your lower whispering even as a loudest voice...
you can listen to your pain at nights , Bahar narenj.
When you open دفتر روشنایی at night you can see the Roshani …and you don’t believe any other Roshanayi( like sunshine or other …)for you the concept of Roshani get changed in darkness. and become so meaningful.

muniature changes

we are constantly changing... i am afraid i might write something now and it may not be the same a couple minutes later!

زین جا که منم تا که بدآنجا که منم...!

After some week , Salaam my dear friends …Now I am in holiday and I’ve a lot to say …in these days I read my dear “ فیه ما فیه” and I find many deep and strong RAZ in it.I astonish when I see them in myself ! and I feel very near to them.I write done one of these deep point:

گفت : پیلی را آوردند بر سر چشمه ای که آب خورد.خود را در آب می دید و می رمید! او می پنداشت که از دیگری می رمد.. .همه ی اخلاق بد از ظلم و کین و حسد و کبر و بی رحمی چون در "توست" نمی رنجی ، چون آنرا در دیگری می بینی ، می رمی و می رنجی

. This view of closeness with this bad things , made me so ashamed of myself .And remind me one of Attar’s robaee he said:

هر روز حجاب بیقراران بیش است
زان درد من از قطره ی باران بیش است
زینجا که منم تا که بدانجا که منم
دو کوَن چه باشد که هزاران بیش است

let's think!

hours riding

OH,i am so busy i have so many classes.
but i love all of them.my favorite is hours riding actually i like horses more than the ride.we are 4 people in one class and each one has a hours.mines is white and in some parts black,and hes name is (badpa).
its great every day i want to go there but the classes are just 2 days in a week. well yesterdays i had the class and every part of me hurts.well that's all.

eternity

I think people die but they die only physically and they live with their mind and their results of acts in the world.
They never go.
We can't see them with eyes but they exist.
When teachers help to get human, they live in their students.
When a scientist does a project or invents he or she lives to the end of the world and when a poet say a poem lives with that like an artist lives with his or her artworks.
It is a way that people never forget them and they live in people's mind.

2:186 "When My servants ask thee concerning Me, I am indeed close (to them): I listen to the prayer of every suppliant when he calleth on Me: Let them also, with a will, Listen to My call, and believe in Me: That they may walk in the right way."

Wa alaikom Al-Salam!

Dear All ESPECIALLY YOU!!
Yes that's right don't look behind you, you've guessed it I'm talking to you!

There was a very popular show on TV a little while back and it contributed a portion of the show to a charity fund for Africans and especially African children. One of the advertisements that seemed surprising to me and might also sound surprising to you was short clips of famous and [lovable!] celebrities talking about how many funerals they have attended in their lifetime. Like David Bechahm saying he attended one or two, actors saying they attended one, the number of funerals they had attended would never go over three times. Then in the end of the clip they showed an African man who says I have attended 428 funerals (I cant remember the exact number but it was something around 400 i think)! This was to show that nobody dies in "developed" countries but in Africa people keep dying! So feel sorry for them and pay up!

Now can you even count how many funerals you have attended in your life time?! I know I went to two funerals and was going to go to two more during my three week visit to Iran! Not to mention that we go to 3-4 ceremonies per dead person!

Regardless of how you're going to argue about charities being good, and others arguing that the same companies and countries which broadcast these shows are the same people who've contributed in these poor people being subjected to death, I wanted to look at it from a different point of view. It seems that the celebrities that so many people in the world love to be, and look up to have no clue about death! They either don't see the people dying around them or do not see at all! All of us including the ones who refuse to read this will die someday! Some will die sooner than others and in my opinion our memories will not do much good for us. As I'm writing this I read that Ayatollah Fadhel passed away, (khoda rahmateshoon kone inshallah)...

I guess the memories that will cause people to pray for us will be of some benefit but in general why should we worry about how people would remember us as? I'm not saying we shouldn't care, but I don't think we should worry about it.

When we want to go to Mashhad and it says Esfahan 48 kilometers we can do one of these things:

1. We can ignore the fact that we're supposed to go to Mashhad and continue with going to Esfahan INSISTING that we're going the right path regardless of all the signs and all the other people telling us we're going the wrong way and the information desk giving us the map!! KNOWING we will be doomed!!

31:7 When Our Signs are rehearsed to such a one, he turns away in arrogance, as if he heard them not, as if there were deafness in both his ears: announce to him a grievous Penalty.

2. Turn back, go back to the junction you missed and make up for the loss and go back towards Mashhad.

3. Go to Esfahan and hope you can catch a plane on time and get to Mashhad faster!

I'm sure a lot of you are thinking of option number 3! much easier ha?! We'll just have our fun and in the end we'll catch the plane to the promised land! From what I have seen the best way is never the easiest one! And remember Mashhad has the best food in Iran!

TURN BACK NOW! ONCE YOU DO, EVEN IF YOU CRASH ALONG THE WAY THERE WILL BE A WHOLE FLEET OF PLANES, CHOPPERS AND ANGELS TO TAKE YOU TO WHERE YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO...

39:53 Say: "O my Servants who have transgressed against their souls! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah. for Allah forgives all sins: for He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.

Wassalam...

new life

ohh,the summer is here durring my exames i imaganed summers hand and after my every exam the hand was closer.and now its here summers here i am bigining a new life a great fun life, but God i have planes for my self:i toke 7 classes and i have planes with my cosens, friends,family,and of course going to diffrent places....
well i dont know about you bi iam happy.:O