Amusements in our life like as vanilla, if become more
than needed; our life's Cake became destroyed.

Somayyeh

منزه است آفریدگار روشنی

Salaam
These days are so beautiful because we had a good meeting and all the faces is in our mind…
Suzi ! I need your braveness to speak about my new world that I’m walking on , …
The wide , attractive and beautiful world .
these days I think about SHENAKHT many many times .
I make the rope of friendship with ابوسعید ابوالخیر for first time, and next I find the world of بایزید and then I know ابوالحسن خرقانی
at night I had so beautiful experience with these three seas« Bayazid , Aboosaeed, Kharaghani ».
may be because the nights are full of silent and mystery…and…
Yes , Suzi I need your brave to say I choose nights because the nights are too dark .may be you get surprise the concept of dark nights for our world have been changed!
Our children are afraid of darkness of the night! And we forgot the pure of nights …
In فیه مافیه you read a nice point about darkness of night …
Molavi said: every things at night become hidden except Ria! You know, Ria get obvious at night!…

This point shows only a little about deepness of nights . I find my self so closer to deep point of life and I smell یاسمین طلب at nights …
Somayyeh ! you know in moonlight all the things get changed…you can hear all of voices better. you can hear your lower whispering even as a loudest voice...
you can listen to your pain at nights , Bahar narenj.
When you open دفتر روشنایی at night you can see the Roshani …and you don’t believe any other Roshanayi( like sunshine or other …)for you the concept of Roshani get changed in darkness. and become so meaningful.

muniature changes

we are constantly changing... i am afraid i might write something now and it may not be the same a couple minutes later!

زین جا که منم تا که بدآنجا که منم...!

After some week , Salaam my dear friends …Now I am in holiday and I’ve a lot to say …in these days I read my dear “ فیه ما فیه” and I find many deep and strong RAZ in it.I astonish when I see them in myself ! and I feel very near to them.I write done one of these deep point:

گفت : پیلی را آوردند بر سر چشمه ای که آب خورد.خود را در آب می دید و می رمید! او می پنداشت که از دیگری می رمد.. .همه ی اخلاق بد از ظلم و کین و حسد و کبر و بی رحمی چون در "توست" نمی رنجی ، چون آنرا در دیگری می بینی ، می رمی و می رنجی

. This view of closeness with this bad things , made me so ashamed of myself .And remind me one of Attar’s robaee he said:

هر روز حجاب بیقراران بیش است
زان درد من از قطره ی باران بیش است
زینجا که منم تا که بدانجا که منم
دو کوَن چه باشد که هزاران بیش است

let's think!

hours riding

OH,i am so busy i have so many classes.
but i love all of them.my favorite is hours riding actually i like horses more than the ride.we are 4 people in one class and each one has a hours.mines is white and in some parts black,and hes name is (badpa).
its great every day i want to go there but the classes are just 2 days in a week. well yesterdays i had the class and every part of me hurts.well that's all.